i'm going to hersheypark in july i guess. that's when my dad's home and all he does is sit around and be annoying all day so i'll have to get away from him. my plans to take aggie and ryan are gone though. she doesn't really want to take him somewhere like that. she says she gets a headache when she's out at an amusement park all day. i have trouble with headaches too but i take my migraine medicine and stay hydrated like i'm supposed to. you know how many nightmares i've had about hersheypark since i've been there when i was a kid? a lot! that big double ferris wheel thing is gone. it used to board passengers while the other side was up in the air. now they just have a plain old ferris wheel like the one i won't ride at knoebel's. and they still have the skyview, and the kissing tower, and the flying falcons which is really scary looking. i don't care i want to ride it anyway. yeah, i'll see how my stomach's feeling once i get there and actually come face to face with the thing. it's easy to talk. it's even easy to talk about something like the monorail but when you're afraid of heights it's a whole other story. that was kinda high. i've only ever been on the train rides since i was ten and that incident happened with my brother and the rollercoaster. not to say it would happen to me, it just scared the snot out of me that's all. he got so sick and threw up so much. wasn't he puking up poop and or something? he was fine after a while, i mean like after a half hour or so, but it just sticks in my mind and eats at me. i never want to go on anything intense with that kid ever again. and oh that's right. the same guy who goes on the wipeout last year and makes me run away to the gift shop and i'm wondering why him and kelly are just sitting there all wierd and quiet and all. why? because he puked on it! then he goes on the balloon ride and pukes on that! that's good, real good, just what i needed to see. that'll get me over the whole riding things at the park fear. i'll never grow up. remember before all this happened how much fun riding the whipper cars used to be? that was my favorite ride. i'd go on like eight times in a row. little brothers ruin everything! except free tickets to hersheypark, can't argue with that.

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I don't have much time. I never do. I like to come here and look at the Total Drama Action stuff online. Especially the offical blog. Which I honestly tried to put up as a friend or something and it doesn't work, nothing in this library works! Livejournal isn't working anymore, Facebook won't work, won't work, ugh it's sickening! I want to do stuff too! I probably am more a fan than anyone else, plus I am dying to get into animation and I'm stuck home with no opportunities in the middle of nowhere! Just me and my poor people's screengrabs. A load of sketchbooks and no one to care about them. And my old lj friends from college must think I abandoned them too. That's not cool. And I've been meaning to e-mail my cousin, it looks like him... in that vile cabinet comercial. Either that or I'm losing my damn mind.

what's heather doing in that one commercial. with that bowl? see, now that makes me uneasy. i thought i saw a pic of gwen online with purple hair and all and i just was like now i'm going to be all scared and all? no i mean, shut up:(