I'd rather start a whole other thing away from livejournal. I'm not saying no one will know it's here, I just want a new start. Adding all those people to my friends list and only having one of them friend me makes me feel so stupid. Like all those people from the old journal that think I did something wrong are laughing about it. I didn't do anything wrong. Breaking a relationship with someone is not doing something wrong. People who are supposed to be your friends not understanding your side of it all and blaming you for everything that's what's wrong! I was a lot younger than and wasn't comprehending that a long distance relationship couldn't work, I didn't want to. School was so hard for me all I needed was someone to talk to and someone who cared about me and no one else was helping. Even when I went home on the weekends, my parents weren't interested in my feelings. Why can't anyone understand that?